Starting over

220px-Jasminum_sambac_'Grand_Duke_of_Tuscany'This is a scary step, but I think it’s time that I let my true self out. My name is Stefani Lara, and I’m a crossdresser. I guess, if I were to be honest, I’m transgender, a woman cursed with a man’s body, but I’ve made my peace with that. For the most part.

I’ve hidden myself from the world for over a decade, and I have been miserable. I’ve been married, and let my wife into my secret, and she resented it. She put me down and treated me like a freak. To add insult to injury, she cheated on me the entire time we were together. I doubt my crossdressing past had anything to do with it. She’s married and sends me nude photos of herself. She’s just that kind of girl.

I, however, am not.

But I’m now divorced, two years, single and needing to start my life over. This time my Stefani persona will be a part of who I am. I’m still in the closet, so to speak, with only my best friend in on my secret. She used to help me dress and taught me make-up. But that was almost fifteen years ago.

Anyway, I’m back and starting fresh. Look out world, lol!

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